Shade

Lately I feel there has been to much shade going on around me. I don’t want to sound paranoid, but I personally feel too many of my friends are keeping things from me. I don’t know why this might be, but there is a part of me that thinks two things. One that either they are hiding things because they are hiding it from themselves. Two, because I might have something to do with it.

Maybe I am being paranoid and it is me who is the one who is projecting. Maybe I might be because I am keeping one of thing to myself, but not for the reasons I normally would. One is because the superstitious person I am, is worried that if I spill the beans too quick I will jinks whatever is happening. Then the second reason is I’m just trying to keep things a surprise because I do have a lot to reveal soon.

As for my friends thought I do think one or two are keeping things from me, and I would love to think I am wrong, but since I like to think I know these people so well, I know when they are hiding something. I have made it my life’s business to shine light on the shade. If you are hiding something I’ll definitely find out.

XO FabEs