New Life

Dear Friends, 

As we are now entering a period of unknown, I feel I should be able to keep up with giving you something to read. As we all have quite a bit of time in our homes, we can no do a lot of the things we said we wanted to do. Two things I wanted for the year was, too read more, and play more video games. Seems like I got my wish, so might as well make the most of it. On top of that I get to catch up with a bunch of stuff on streaming, welcome to my new life.

Two weeks ago, I was panicked about what I was going to do with all the time. In my head for a while I I didn’t know how I was going to coupe. However, now I have learned to roll with what is happening and just accept it. I know for some people this is a hard time for them, and I feel them. For me, just like everything in life I just must deal with it. 

I feel like this a time of refection and self-growth, because this is something I have been through before, and it’s time for me to be more proactive about my approach. This time I know I am not in this alone, there are many people go through the same thing. which I feel helps to me coupe a little better. I feel like I don’t need tell people what I am going through they just get it. 

This brings me to something I've been thinking about, that a lot of people are going to experience what it’s like to be someone like me. What it is like to want to go out do something different but can’t. Now this isn't exactly a country wide rule, but for a lot us there is this external thing that is keeping us in the house. I have even noticed from some people, more sleeping, loosing track of time, and not accomplishing much. For me that is what it’s like when I feel so down, and I feel like now it’s giving people an idea of what I got through.

I know a lot of people will flourish by being stuck indoors all the time. Some might have list of indoor chores down there arm they will eventually get to. A far few will struggle with the idea of being indoors. But I see this for some a growing experience, as I know some have a very hard time just being still and enjoying a calm day of doing nothing. Remember how much you are wanting to go out and getting stir crazy, this is our new life now. 

It's a life we now have so we can save lives of many others, who might be at risk. I am not trying to tell people what to do, but I will say for a lot of us this is something we must do for own health, and some people we might not be aware of. I wish I could write something witty and say it will all be fine, but I am not. For now, this is our new life. I know it’s strange, and difficult, but this life, everything can't be easy, otherwise we won’t grow.

The needs of the many, outweigh the needs of the few.

Xo FabEs