Freak Like Me (Take 2)
Dear friends,
When I planned out how I was going to end this season, I knew how I wanted to end. I thought I would end talking about sex, because we know sex gets hits, of course. I thought I would recover something I’ve done before. Last time I talked about the difference between a Kink and Fetish. Which I think I still understand, and if you don’t remember go take a look in the sounds section. However, I am not going to be talking about kink and fetishes, I’m going to be talking something much more interesting.
One of the things I have learned about myself is over the last two years, I am a sexual person. I have a lot of sexual interests, am I going to tell you? Nope, but if you know me personally ask me and I might tell you. Or if you saw the adults only preview, you might have an idea. However, this story has a slight dark side to it. As two years ago I stopped being on my medication.
In 2020 I decided to go off my anti-depressants, which was a risk. We’re not here to talk about that, I am here to talk about their effects. If you didn’t know when you take any kind of medication like that, it can have very negative effect on your sex drive. Which of course I’ve known for almost 14 years. However, since I’ve come off them and being a more general happy place, I’ve noticed something about me. I am fully aware of my sexual nature, and I realised I am a freak.
I me realising all the stuff I like, and a lot of the ideas I think about might be strange. I am a person who embraces who they are, and I realise not a lot of people can be okay with what they like sexually. Some people might think there are a weirdo, freak and on topic a sinner. I feel sorry for those people, as I am someone who completely okay with there sexuality. For me, anything that would neuter that, would change my personality. Which is why I am writing about it, and hopefully making people more open and okay with their own interests.
If you don’t know if you know, in the gay world a lot of people like to ask about your sexual interests. I don’t know if that happens with straight people, I should some of my friends really. Leave a comment to help me out. Usually if a conversation is going well, eventually you will be asked about the things you like sexually. Me being me, I made a lovely document that I screen shotted, so I don’t have to keep repeating myself. OCD yes, good OCD yes. I do this to help find people who might like some of the stuff that I like. Just like everything I do, I run into trouble.
As I have a lot sexual interests, a lot of people seem to think I want everything on the list. As I like to say to people, I love chicken, but I don’t want to have it every day. I like variety of things, you know the spice of life. Which gets me judged by some people, who should know better. I’m talking about the therapist I got talking to (F U asshole). Also gets you talking to a lot of Keyboard warriors, you have all the intention of talking to you while they jerk off, but not to actully meet. Which is so annoying, and happens more often then you can imagine. As I’m just looking to try something new, and with people who are in the know. Yet I am still waiting.
One of the reasons I wanted to write this post had to do with me doing research for some post or other, and I came across this couple. They had some nice wholesome videos, then I found out they had an Only Fans, and they were straight up freaky. That’s when I was like that’s what I want. A nice looking couple, to the people who see us out and about. When we’re alone we can do just be straight up nasty, and freaky. You know keeping it fresh, make things last longer.
I’m going to continue to be me, and accept what I like and not be judged for it. There is no need to judge anyone because they like something you don’t. I know there a people who like to be vanilla, and some people who like some more out there things. We are all different people, so why can’t we be who we are? So long as everyone has consented and willing to go give it a go? You do you.
This post goes out to all the people who like to turn up the spice. To the men who get turned on by giving out there money. The women who like faux incest play. The men who like wearing ladies underwear. The women who love really big cocks. We’re all different, but you’re freaks just like me. See you next term.
Xo FabEs
