All In

You know what the say, ‘go hard or go home” well recently I have been thinking about my life in that regard. Until the last five or so years, I have always been playing everything safe. I would let the fear stop me from doing anything. What if someone says no, what if they don’t like me, what it's not what I expected. Recently I have stopped all the what if’s. I am just going to roll with what comes next. If I can book a holiday on the other side of the world alone, I think I can handle whatever life has to throw at me.

At the moment there are a lot of things going on in my life and I throw caution to the wind and I’m doing what I feel rights. I am finally trusting my instincts and seeing what happens. I started the site on a crazy flash and I think it's one of the smartest things I’ve ever done. Yes it might have been costly, but in the long run it’s something that is beneficial, and gets me close to the childhood dream of being writer. Yes its not necessarily a big gamble, but at the same time its up to me to keep the content coming, and making sure I make it worth wild for me.

when it comes to men I am always so apprehensive as too many want to use and abuse, but not any more. If I have no problem telling a guy that this is what I want, and that is what I’m going to make sure i get it. If I try and it doesn’t work out I’m not going to sit home and cry about it. I’m going to get back up on the horse. Why? Simple it's time I went all in and tried, rather than settling for the guy who just wants to suck me off when they might be feeling me, or lonely. Of course these are all big risks for me, but like you know; GO HARD OR GO HOME!

XO FabEs