Simple Little Melody
Dear friends,
I know many of you may already know this, but I am strange. I mean that isnt a surprise for some people. I am strange in very unique ways. One of which, is me thinking about how I would like to be loved, and how I would love people. While also taking into consideration the other people around me. How they have done it, go about it, and what they have said. Like I said I am strange.
For me, loving someone is pretty easy. I mean you’re nice to me don’t treat me like a piece of shit and we will get on swimmingly. I am fortunate to have done it twice with mixed results of course. Some people might know who I’m talking about, and some wont. I wont go into it, as that’s a topic for another day. For me it wasn’t much of a choice, it was more a thing of something that just happened. It was easy and simple. Do I feel bad or regret it now? Of course not, it’s happens and you learn and grow from it.
People around me seem to fight this feeling for some reason. To some it’s a something that don’t need. Which I can understand, as it allows some people to make some silly decisions. Which also is fair because sometimes you don’t realise what you are doing. It worth it sometimes in the long term. Well at least to some people.
In my experience when you love someone you do anything for them. That of course is a loaded statement, because it could be anything, anything. Well to some that would include many unthinkable things. It might take some talking and convincing to do some of these things, but if you really and truly loved a person you would do it. BTW I am talking about more normal things, such as going to that party you don’t want to go to. Or doing things you don’t particular like, and of course the trade of is doing the same in reverse.
However, like all things that happens with feelings there is always a negative side to everything. There are people who don’t think of love a simple. As I said some people see it as a burden, or something that craps their lifestyle. Or In very bad situations they would lie about it just to keep satisfying their needs. To these people I say fuck you! You are a trash human being, who should have their genitalia drop off. The same goes for people who make people have to earn their love. I mean what is that? You shouldn’t have to make someone prove how much they loved you. It should be nice and simple. Nothing complicated.
Saying you love you to people might be one difficult thing. It’s one of those things when you think about saying it, and you can’t help but wonder a couple things. Will they say it back, am I saying it too fast, is this going to be a mistake. A lot of the time there are just normal irrational fears. If you feel it and you feel it’s right then go for it. Sadly, if things don’t go the way you want, learn for it. I mean, that’s one of the meanings of life right?
As for me, I am the optimist that I might find someone else to love. I wouldn’t be pessimistic and say it will never happen again, but if I believe me it will happen at some point. The only mystery is the when. So I’ll say, I love you for reading.
Xo FabEs
