Brake The Chain

When locked down started I thought it would be a perfect time for me to catch up on the numerous films and TV services I have. As time has gone by, I noticed I don’t know why I had so many of these things downloaded, recorded or listed. Then it dawned on me, why am trying to fit all these things in my life? I’m doing it because it’s something I feel like I should be doing to fit in.

What I noticed going through all these things I’ve had stored, at lot of it is stuff that has been talked about online. Or things which have been recommended to me, or just things I felt when I had the time I would watch. Now I have the time I don’t want to watch any of it. Not because I think its bad or anything, it’s just don’t want to.

Now I’ve had some serious time to revaluate my life choices, I’ve realised it is time form me to break the chain. I need to stop doing things I should be doing and do what I want to do. I know this might seem like a small step, but at least I am doing something I want to do. The next time I’m in a conversation and someone is recommending something to me I will do this. I will smile, say I’ll check it out, and if it’s something I want to I will. If it’s something I don’t want to watch I won’t. Seems simple let’s hope I can keep this going and break the chain.